Happy Thanksgiving!

Gobble Gobble Gobble. It's turkey day!

So I've had a wonderful holiday, now browsing through Black Friday ads. I love black Friday, I really do. I'm one of those people that wait outside the store at 4 in the morning, don't judge. Anyways back to Thanksgiving. What are you thankful for? Because I'm thankful for the bad things that happen in life. This is because the bad things make the good things even better and you appreciate them more. And I wanted to share a wonderful recipe with you all. It was my grandma's and now it's mine.

This recipe makes 2 pies, and you don't have to bake anything!

8 oz. cream cheese
2 C. powdered sugar
2/3 C creamy peanut butter
9 oz. Cool Whip
1/3 C milk
1/2 tsp. lemon juice
2 graham cracker 9'' crusts

Soften the cream cheese. Then add sugar, peanut butter, Cool Whip, milk, cream cheese, and juice to a large bowl. Mix until it is well blended. *You will see a few small bumps, do not worry, it is fine. Divide into two. Pour into pie crusts. Let chill in the fridge for 3-4 hours, or until you need to serve it.

And that is it ladies and gentleman. I usually make it the day before I need it so it's cold. It is really rich so you don't need a giant piece. If you have any home recipes you would like to share please do so, I love cooking new things.

Happy Thanksgiving to all, and let the season of awkward family dinners, gifts you don't want, and the clueless-ness of buying things for people you see twice a year begin!

Skinny vs. Skeleton

Happy Sunday! Turkey Day is almost here my friends, and that means getting to cook and eat delicious food.

Ok, just a random thing again. Where does this idea of being a stick become the new ideal image of women. They look dead! DEAD! I mean like not to be offensive but like the pictures you see from the Holocaust at concentration camps. It isn't pretty when you can see all their bones. I mean, I'm on the heavier side, but I don't look like a corpse. Like it's sickening. I get if you have an eating disorder, but if you enjoy being that small, you know you are, just no. Go eat a steak, some potatoes, and have a few glasses of soda and a bag of chips. Or like when you have those friends that eat tons of food, yet they weigh like 100 pounds, and they're all like I'm fat. No. What does that make me then? And now I guess clothes with skeletons on them are trending. Like the Halloween costumes, but as actual fashion... it isn't right.

those are leather pants ladies and gents...

well just think about the subject, I'm going to bed. Goodnight.



OOH and by the way, Breaking Dawn Part 2, AMAZING! And Kristim Stewart, she looks like a skeleton tooo! And I'm so happy Channing Tatum was voted sexiest man of the year, GAH I love that guy.

Busy Weekend

Okay, so this weekend I went to the Indiana District Youth Gathering with my church, there were only 8 of us that went but it was really fun, but at the same time less than it was made out to be.
So here is how my weekend was spent with sudden realizations of my life:

Friday Night:

1. We got to the hotel and made our sleeping arrangements, I always end up with the person that takes up the whole bed because I'm too nice.
2.  Met some cool people, and found old friends from other trips.
3. Walked to a gas station around 10 for some food since I did not have dinner. The hotel was in a sketchy part of town. But there were 8 high school kids, 4 of whom were boys.
4. Never did get dinner but was surprisingly not hungry.
5. Hung out around a gas fire pit and discussing the deep morals and controversies of life.I figured out how to clap fire in your hand and not burn. It was pretty funny because the first time I did this the fire went out for a second then came back, it kind of scared me. I felt like I should be a fire-bender.
6. Marriott Hotels have amazing smelling shampoo and conditioner. I might have taken some.

We are all God's children,  but Jesus is his one and only son. This is only because of blood relation. Were adopted.

Saturday:

1. Walking to breakfast, didn't die crossing the road, or kidnapped. Just so you know Burger King's breakfast sucks butt. And so does their service.
2. Went back to the hotel and went to different guest speakers about like how in God's eyes your beautiful and it's what is on the inside that counts and all that crap. I believe it but I mean, that's God's eyes, not the guys I'm friends with. I've decided I'm forever in the friend zone. Also about how to incorporate your Christian life into your social life, oh, just got accomplished.
3. I had Qdoba for the first time in my life, not bad. 
4. Went to some more guest speakers, we had to.
5. My church is pretty cool so we skipped the night time activities and went to dinner at Penn Station/ Taco Bell. Then we went and saw Skyfall. I must say for the first Bond movie I've seen, I really liked it. And Daniel Craig, whoof. He may be kind of a lot older than me but I can see why he always gets the girl. He is pretty attractive and in shape for a 44 year old man, his accent is pretty awesome too.
6. We got out of the movie at about midnight and back to the hotel at like 12:30 so I was tired but couldn't fall asleep so I played Flow for like 2 hours. I highly suggest this game.

Also what I learned over the whole group sessions is about forgiveness. It isn't just moving on and forgeting but generally accepting what the person did and being okay with it because they made a mistake and you have made mistakes too so you shouldn't hold anything against that person because of what they did to you. You don't have to be best buds or even friends with them, but just forgiving them releases built up emotion in your soul.

Sunday Morn:

1. We got awesome shirts. Picture below.
2. McDonald's has much better breakfast. Caramel Frappe's tend to be delicious.
3. We had a wonderful church service with over 500 fellow high school Lutherans like me. That's powerful stuff right there.
4. We went home.

And just like random, I've been told I complain a lot, I've recessed my life choices and realized I do complain a lot. So I'm going to try to complain less, I shouldn't complain, first world problems. Oh ya funny video, link below. 

Onto some serious stuff though guys. What you say can really hurt people. Ya you may be joking and the other person may know you're joking but sometimes it just really hurts. You don't know what that person is going trough. Okay so it's about me so I'm going to write it how it is. People always take advantage of me and treat me like I'm 5. I'm 16. Treat me like and adult let alone a young adult. You know how many people tell me things, and they're "just kidding"? Well a whole freaking lot of em. And it really does bother me. You're supposed to be my friends right? Well why would you say things like that. I know you're kidding but it bothers me because everyone does it, and I'm so tired of it. Because sometimes "just kidding" goes too far and it ends up hurting. In the end there is always a little bit of truth behind the kidding.

Oh, and don't judge people. I judge people a lot. And I've recently had an epiphany. Don't. You don't know what that person is going through unless you really know them, I just assume things like most people but deep down you don't know them till you talk to them personally. You need to see past their mask they wear for everyone. It's horrible having to fake your smile for so long that if you're not smiling people are over concerned. People need to express their feelings, I don't because I don't trust a lot of people, but I should. We all have one, some may be more elaborate than others but we all have that mask. 

And, I came up with a quote, it has a little bit of language: "The best thing about shit is that you can wipe it away and flush it down the drain." - Reagen John

One last tip for guys, when texting a female friend, if you're done talking at least tell them bye. That's the kind of stuff that pisses us off. Always so bye. You never know when it might be your last. 

SO.. My cool shirt:

and first world problems video, it's hilarious:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vN2WzQzxuoA

Goodnight, if you like my blog please share it with others, and I'll take recommendations of topics if you have any.

Sorry Guys

Well, I know I said I would try to write everyday but homework has kept me up into the wee hours of the morning so I have not had time. But, I do today! I think I'm just going to do like the I will blog on Tuesday's and Thursday's. I haven't done much lately other than homework. I had to write a children's book, IN GERMAN, and it was a long and hard battle. But, I did it. I haven't started writing my story for English yet either or my book collage. I guess I should, oh and I have a reading project with an essay for Genetics, another project in German, and a project in Principles of Engineering. So many and there all due like this month. And I wan't to get my hair higlighted. Brown with red highlights, what do you think? Picture below


I think my hair would look good like that, I guess I should start saving my money.
Well that's it for now. I have to go finish a DBQ for AP World History.
Have a wonderful weekend!

Here's a fave song for you!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vjuz65pwUwQ&sns=tw

My English Project

Hello, it's me again.

So I have to write a story for English, and my mind has drawn a blank. I wan't to make it kind of scary and morbid just so it isn't like everybody else's but I don't know where to start. I wan't everyone to die in the end to show that there is no happy ending in life because we all die anyway, but I don't know how to start the story off. Any suggestions? BTW I'm using like old eccentric names, like Percival, Evangeline, Genevieve, Clive, etc. just because those are really awesome names. Really though, any suggestions?

Mess of Life

Ok, so I'm going to try to write something everyday just to entertain all of you. Today, was just an awesome day... kind of... but I have an extra hour of it to spend so I'm going to write this. SO...

1. Say hello to the newest member of my family, Bentley. He's a miniature Dachsund :D

2. Do any of you know that feeling you get when reality comes crashing down on you, chews you up, spits you out, and then grinds everything else down to a bit? Ya, that's my life right now. Mainly about a boy and my insecurities, but hey I'm 16 so that's life. I'm really worried about school too because I have no idea what I want to do when I graduate. I'm a sophomore but I still have to worry because of all the classes I need to take, which ones to take, and when. GAH my life is a mess. I just really need a hug. Not like a half ass hug, or a parent hug, I mean a hug from someone (non related) that actually cares about you, and just a long hug so I can just cry on them and not worry for once in my life. That would be perfect.

3. I got Taylor Swifts new album and I think all of you should know that it's fabulous.

4. I had a pretty good time at church today, it really clears your mind while your there. Youth group was a blast too, getting to see friends and everything. I really love them there, they know me for me and not what everyone else thinks about me. It's really got me thinking how I have so much to give thanks for. I mean I don't have a lot of friends. I lost so many at the start of school last year and it just really sucks, but I've gained a few from church. Not only that but I can trust a few of them and that's a really big thing for me. If you don't already I strongly encourage you to go to church. I'm Lutheran, but hey choose whatever religion you want, it's nice to know that there's always someone there you can go to when you need to talk, whether it's an actual person or praying to God, you just gotta tell people your problems sometimes.

and one last thing, everyone should know, it describes me perfectly. 

So, a little more about me.
Favorite music:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xGPeNN9S0Fg&feature=context-gfa#
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lh3_OSe_u1s
https://www.facebook.com/themadisonletter/app_178091127385

This is my dog Fergie:

 

Twitter/ Instagram: @reagenlee
Pinterest: Reagen John

Welcome All!

So... my first blog post guys. I don't think anyone follows my blog. But, what the hell.. I'm gonna blog anyway. What exactly do you do on a blog? There are so many types out there, like crafting blogs, cooking blogs, pinterest fail blogs (those make me happy, basically because it certifies that I am not the only failure out there), blogs about weight loss, about how much you love your cat, so I get it. A lot of worthless stuff that pleases our minds and can sometimes be inspiring. And these blogs ladies and gents have inspired me to make my own. It's sort of a compilation of all the blogs I have mentioned before, but I'm going to warn you, this sounds vain... but I'm kind of hilarious, and sometimes I swear so if you have a problem with that leave the page now. Um, that's about it right now I think, but anyways if you've actually found my blog and are interested in it, go right on ahead and follow it or whatever people do. 

And just some info about me so we are no longer strangers. I'm 16, I'm a sophomore in high school, I do like the geeky clubs; Girl Scouts, youth group at church, youth group at school (Campus Life), the Principles Advisory Council (PAC), and Key Club. I hope to add The National Honor Society, The German Honor Society  and The Art Honor Society to the list next year. I don't do sports, I am not musically inclined so don't ask. 

One last thing, I hope you enjoy my future post on this blog. Thanks! :)